31 October 2009

Stop Running!


Finally done with all papers except one. And I'm waiting for the 1800 hours train to go back to Ipoh. Weehee. Sitting on the dirty floor of KL Sentral just next to KFC and typing this. Oh don't worry, there are many others sitting with me, I'm not the only weirdo. Hehh.

My parents and siblings have no idea that I'm actually going back today. I'm so gonna surprise them later! Ekeke. Sajalah, too free got nothing to do. I'm carrying so so many stuff, I nearly died of suffocation on the way from Serdang to here. KTM really needs to buck up. Trying to bring stuff back so that the car won't explode next weekend when my parents come down to take the rest of the stuff. Too many clothes, but it never seems enough! Well it's normal, I'm a girl maa. =P

Have I ever mentioned that I totally wholeheartedly hate a runny nose? YES, I HATE RUNNY NOSE. I HATE FLU! Super sanfuu to do anything or go anywhere, and have to bring a gazillion tissue packets and even toilet paper around! I wonder why can't it stop running?? Yea, my tissue packets ran out, I had no choice okay. Then every time gotta sniff and sniff and sniff to suck the mucus back into nose before it drips out all slimy and ewwy. Gross but true. Don't tell me you've never experienced that ok! Sure lying one. Haha.

Anyway I'm just dead bored here and my battery is running out and my nose is still runny and I am hungry and I'm looking at pretty dresses but cannot buy and I hate waiting and it is a torture. I just can't wait to be on the train and back home for some good ol' Ipoh food.

See yah Boo yah !

30 October 2009

With All I Am, I Can

I'm the most terrible daughter. It feels so bad I don't know how to describe it. I'm sorry dad, I'm sorry mom. I've not been good enough. Spending too much, splurging without thinking. What the hell was I thinking?!? Right, I wasn't even thinking when I did. This month, I've been using too much. Too much money. I don't know why, but I just feel so fecking terrible and sucky all of a sudden. Come to think of it, I don't think I've really been a good daughter, and sister, and friend. This holiday, I'm gonna work and earn back what I've wasted. I'm gonna start my little business, my passion, and give my 300% in everything I do. And for the right reasons. For my family, my friends, my loved ones. "Stop being selfish and start acting right", the voice inside of me tells me. I have been taking things for granted, and it's time to put a stop to it.

I am going to change.
I am going to change things.
I am going to change the way I think.
I am going to change the way I act.
I am going to change for me.
I am going to change for you.
I am going to change for them, for us.
I don't really care what the world thinks,
I just want to be a better Daphne.

p.s. : Sorry for the sudden emo post. It just got me thinking about my current attitude towards life and other things. And thus the need to spill my emotions somewhere.

Looney Tunes Life

Why do I feel that everything is going so fast? My life's really fast-paced at the moment. But that's good, because 2 more papers till finals are over! :D Lovely, just lovely.

Four papers down:
Agriculture & Man,
Broadcasting Management,
Communication Research Method,
Ethnic Relations.

Video/Tv Production & Presentation is tomorrow, and lastly Management on Friday.

Yays! When I'm done with finals, then only those from other universities are starting theirs. Muahaha :P I'm returning to Ipoh soon, after so long. Life's been pretty okay, and I'm glad. =)
Gonna work after finals and start off my secret plans. Jengjengjeng.

I have 2 lil baby turts! Clarey bought another, and their so so cute!
Check them out here.

It's time for DD to take a nap. Bye fellas!

25 October 2009

I Wanna I Wanna I Wanna

I am studying. But not enough.

24 October 2009

I Hate Flu

Photo shoot, filming, filming, photo shoot.
I'm getting sick soon, I hope not though.
Exams starting officially on Tuesday.
Waiting for the sem to be over,
Lots of plans coming up! :)
Wish me the best peepos!

17 October 2009

Tell Laura I Love Her

You know those times, when you sit alone in your room, your roommie already 'balik kampung', and all around you are just dull, lifeless objects. I know those times, for yesterday was and today are such times. I sit, press the 'power on' button of my laptop, surf the internet for interesting stuff to read, watch episodes of Family Guy, do my assignments and so on. Then comes a moment where I would just stare away from this piece of technology in front of me, take a deep breath and exhale.


Exhale all the negative thoughts and emotions from my mind. For all that goes in has to come out, just a matter of time. Images and thoughts of the past, of how we were, the fun we had, the bond that seemed unbreakable. Are they meant to be just memories and only memories? I could not tell. I feel so nostalgic. I have felt it several times, but the truth is I just shut it off and distract myself. For what use it is to feel something that cannot be acted on when you know that things will not change no matter what? Not now, not now, you might say. If not now, then when? 6 months time? A year? 3 years?

Yes, even time takes time. Just so you know, I miss you much. Although I doubt it'll mean anything to you anymore, I still do. I hold no hard feelings or grudges against you, but feelings of sadness and definitely, love. Like they say, do unto others as you want others to do unto you. But do you treat someone a certain way because of the way they treated you? Or do you treat someone that way because it is from your heart, in a sincere manner? If your loved one were to treat you in the most terrible way, would you still love him and act in kindness and love? Or would you repay him the exact way he treated you, for revenge is sweet?

People, if any of you think revenge is sweet, let me tell you this. You are wrong. Revenge is not sweet. It is bittersweet. It is sweet, in the beginning, to see that someone receiving the same (bad) treatment you had, but then it will bitterly eat you up, the devil in you, the dark side of your soul. In this world, people only do things if they see that it can be beneficial to themselves in any kind of way. Things that make them happy, feel good, powerful, etc. Nowadays, people will do anything to satisfy their own feelings. Don't you agree? It is shallow, then again, imperfect beings we are. But it is not to be used as an excuse to continue being that way.

I am not going to justify my actions no more, for it is of no use. But I dare say - I love you nonetheless. I still care, I still want to be there. Unfortunately, that is as far as I can go because it takes two hands to clap. I will not blame you for your actions, and I hope you will not for mine. I may have not been the bestest friend, the most interesting person, or all that, but I am me. It is entirely up to your decision, how you would like to treat me since that day. I respect that.

Maybe it was right all along, that friends do come & go. People come into our lives for a reason. When there's no reason left to stay, that's when they'll say goodbye. It is like the four seasons of friendship & relationship. They might be good friends, family members, your partner, anyone. Once their season has passed, we just gotta keep movin' on. But some of those that truly have been there through it all and know you well and accept you for who and how you are, those are the ones to cherish.

As much as I do not really agree, recent events have triggered my thoughts and it makes me wonder if everything has a timeline. Just like in economics - the introduction, growth, maturity and decline. I choose not to believe this theory when it is associated with human relationships, which involves more than just a product, a person. I still stand strong to what I believe in, just hoping that people will prove me right.

Questions to ponder upon:
Has our friendship reached the climax of the maturity stage?
Is it ready to decline? If it is, are we gonna allow it to?
Is it time's up, we've come near the 'expiry date'?

I still choose to not believe in such timelines. I might be proven wrong, but I choose to stand for what I believe in. To all of you, who might be reading this or not, or maybe some of you have no bloody idea that I even have a blog, it's okay. I just want to say,

I am glad to have you in my life. Be it for a reason or a season.

12 October 2009

Sing Like A Bird, Dizzy In My Head

Just finished my Agri & Man 2nd quiz.
No finals for that paper! Yay! :)

Spent whole weekend with Ninja and turtle at his new place. Much fun to just hang together and watch shows while pigging out on Ramly burger, Indo mee, roti Milo and chips. So unhealthy, i know! But nice. Hee. Bought a cardigan online, waiting for it to arrive tomorrow. Gonna be busy tonight researching about NCSM - National Cancer Society Malaysia, for Ad Unplugged tomorrow. Very excited, and a lil scared at the same time.

Btw, I am too addicted to the internet lately. Like SERIOUSLY addicted. But I don't really bother bout it. I just know I have to online everyday, even for awhile. Bad, very very, bad. =\ Anyways, currently waiting to attend my next class at 5. Super boring class - Principle of Management.

Ok gottago nows.

*fingers hop to click to e-boutiques*

That's another addiction of mine!
*gasps* :O
Okay byee.

07 October 2009

You Create Your Own Fate

Hello people.

Days have not been that good. My left eye got infected with conjunctivitis right after I got back to UPM. Had to see a doctor, got 2 days MC, nose affected as well. The super-sneezing and flu. Super NOT FUN. But I received good news yesterday afternoon.

Got a call from 4As - Association of Accredited Advertising Malaysia. I was one of the Chosen Ones of five people to represent UPM in Ad Unplugged 2009! Advertising Unplugged is co-organised by 4As and 95% The Advertising Academy. For more info, visit http://adunplugged09.95percent.com.my/about/

For those of you who do read my blog, you would notice the 95% link under 'Le Lady Likes' column. I have been a reader and follower of the 95% blog, and now I actually have this golden opportunity to participate in it. I feel really glad. =) I don't know if it is a mere coincidence or just plain luck, but I have always wanted to take up advertising courses from there. I can't put into words how excited I really feel about this programme! It will be held next week, 13 Oct 2009 at Pusat Komuniti TTDI. I'm gonna be able to learn from and work with top international creative directors who will be leading this seminar. We have been given briefings and there's homework to be done even before we go for it! We won't be let into the hall unless we're prepared with ideas. That strict you know. Gotta start doing research and lots of brainstorming.

Take care peepos. I miss you all~

p/s: I can't wait for this weekend, and next Tuesday! :)

04 October 2009

I Love Meat

Had buffet dinner at Korean BBQ with The Choongs earlier tonight. The food was just mediocre, nothing really special. Pretty limited varieties. We were there to celebrate Clarey's momma's be-early birthday, and also in conjunction with the Mid-Autumn festival a.k.a Mooncake Festival. I had a fun night out with them. A really cute family. And a super loving one too. =) Btw, I received my military jacket in the mail last Monday, and it's rockin' bebbeh! Just now I was shopping online for another laced top. It is so addictive to shop online! Gosh. Gotta fight the urge. Gotta fight the urge. Gotta fight the..
oh well, I'll start fighting tomorrow. Hehh :P
It's time for bed already. Candy dreams!

the DD fairy.

Brainjuice: And we still get that fluttery 'butterflies-in-my-stomach' feeling almost every time we meet. Even after so long. Weird, but I like it that way. <3

02 October 2009

Daph's Must Watch Movies List

Couples Retreat

The Stepfather

Whip It

New York I Love You


The Tooth Fairy

Inglourious Basterds

Cloudy With A Chance Of Meatballs

Terbang Ke Awan

DD is back in Ipoh! Again. I know. Hee. Supposed to be back tomorrow but due to last minute changes I ended up at the Ipoh train station at 9.30pm :)

Went to Sg Wang for shopping with Eza on Wednesday. I just teman-ed her to get her furry boots before she left for Berlin. I was only window shopping, butbutbut the stuffs were so tempting. Thank goodness I have strong willpower to stop myself from buying dresses and shorts and skirts and shoes on that day. But I bought a jumpsuit! Totally lovin' it~ Anyways bout Eza, she's on the plane now. Have a safe trip and amazing getaway babe! Don't forget the souvenirs. Heheh. (She'll be reading this only after 2 weeks. Hahh.)

Lately I've been easily frustrated over things. Especially groupwork and stuff. Not easy to work with people, not at all. Easier to work with machines, like my laptop. Well, life's like that. So I keep telling myself, "Don't worry, be happy." And then I watch Wentworth Miller in Prison Break and everything gets fine and back to normal. Oh how pretty he looks. And sexy he sounds. Obessessing over him alot together with my roomie lately. What's a poor girl to do, right..?

Roommies Jun & DD

Just got back not too long ago from Nasmir with the fammy. And I wonder why do people stare sometimes. Some even laugh after. I know, it's my birth mark, but heck, are these people that shallow-minded? Hmm. I don't know. Maybe it's funny. Maybe I look funny. Maybe they think it's fake and it's a fashion statement. But whatthehell are you people laughing at?!? Malaysians, I tell you. Always the same. But anyways, BLAH. Got used to these kind of idiots and not gonna bother bout it. Waste of energy and feelings. I'm confident with myself, so hop along, shallow-minded cows. Falala. Love me or hate me, it is still an obssession.

That's all for tonight folks! Lovelove <3