23 March 2008

And So We Bleed.

Emo-ing sial right now.

It's not that I want to think of you, when it's not same the other way round.

You never cease to make me think about you. Day and night, come rain or shine.

During good times or sad times. Or angry times or mardy times.

You never left my mind, and you will never leave it.

It is so wonderful yet so scary at the same time.

I am afraid.

I know you will leave.

I don't know what will it be like after you do.

I try to imagine,

and I cannot bear it.

Yes, I am emotional.

Yes, I think too much.

Yes, I am sensitive.

and Yes, I am very vulnerable.

Yes, I've done so many mistakes.

But.

Yes, I love you.


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Did I hear you right?
Cause I thought you said
Let's think it over
You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you

Shadows bleeding through the light
Where the love once shined so bright
Came without a reason
Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?

But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause your only almost here

I would change the world
If I had a chance
Oh won't you let me
Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Oh please protect me

Bruise and battered by your words
Days are shattered, how it hurts

Oh, haven't I always loved you?

But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause your only almost here

Bruise and battered by your words
Days are shattered, now it hurts

Haven't I always loved you?

But when I need you
You're almost here

Well I never knew how far behind I'd left you

And when I hold you
You're almost here

Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted

And now I'm with you
I'm close to tears

Cause I know I'm almost here

Only almost here