23 January 2008


Heath Ledger. 28 years old. And dead.
R.I.P

21 January 2008

A very tiring weekend I had.
No sleep at all on Friday.
Went for the 6 hours taklimat pra-L at 7 in the morning on Saturday.
Played frisbee with churchmates at YMCA on Sunday evening in the rain. Enjoyed it so much! and I'm having leg cramps now. *ouchies*
FRISBEEEEEEEEEE CRAYZEEEEEEEEEEE !!! :D

*tiredtiredtired*

20 January 2008

With You.

I love this song.



I need you boo, (oh)
I gotta see you boo (hey)
And the hearts all over the world tonight,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight [x2]

[Verse 1]
Hey! Little mama,
Ooh, you're a stunner
Hot..little figure,
Yes, you're a winner
And I'm so glad to be yours,
You're a class all your own
And..
Oh, little cutie
When..you talk to me
I swear..the whole world stops
You're my sweetheart
And I'm so glad that you are mine
You are one of a kind and..

[Bridge]
You mean to me
What I mean to you and..
Together baby,
There is nothing we won't do
'cause if I got you,
I don't need money,
I don't need cars,
Girl, you're my all.
And..

[Chorus:]
Oh!
I'm into you,
And girl,
No one else would do,
'cause with every kiss and every hug,
You make me fall in love,
And now I know I can't be the only one,
I bet there heart's all over the world tonight,
With the love of they life who feel..
Wat I feel when I'm

With you [x5]
Girl..
With you [x5]

[Verse 2]
Oh girl!
I don't want nobody else,
Without you, there's no one left then,
You're like Jordans on Saturday,
I gotta have you and I cannot wait now,
Hey! Little shawty,
Say you care for me,
You know I care for you,
You know...that I'll be true,
You know that I won't lie,
You know that I would try,
To be your everything..yeah..

[Bridge]
'cause if I got you,
I don't need money,
I don't need cars,
Girl, you're my all.
And..

[Chorus]

With you [x5]
Oh..
With you [x5]
Yeah Heh..

[Bridge 2]
And I..
Will never try to deny,
that you're my whole life,
'cause if you ever let me go,
I would die..
So I won't front,
I don't need another woman,
I just need your all and nothing,
'cause if I got that,
Then I'll be straight
Baby, you're the best part of my day

I need you boo,
I gotta see you boo
And the hearts all over the world tonight,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight [x2]
Woo Oh.. Yeah
They need it boo,
They gotta see their boo,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight,
Hearts all over the world tonight [x2]

[Chorus]

With you [x5]
Girl..
With you [x5]
Oh..

18 January 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MALESSA !



<3333333333 YOU ALWAYS.

Let's Do Some Gossipping!

(L-R : Blair, Nate, Serena, Dan, Chuck and Jenny)

Gossip Girl TV Series. SO DAMN AMAZING! I lovelovelove it!
Have been watching for the whole day of yesterday. Now I'm quarter through episode 11 now and the it suddenly stopped loading. Ish. So excited to finish season 1 and am anxiously waiting for season 2 to be released soon. All the drama and the scandals, wow. Suitable for girls like me who love to watch these kind of shows.



For those of you who have no idea to what is Gossip Girl, it is an American television teen drama based on the popular novel series of the same name written by Cecily von Ziegesar. Gossip Girl revolves around the lives of socialite young adults growing up on New York's Upper East Side who attend elite academic institutions while dealing with sex, drugs, and other teenage issues. Featuring an ensemble cast, the series begins by introducing Serena van der Woodsen (Blake Lively) and best friend Blair Waldorf (Leighton Meester), as well as Blair's boyfriend Nate Archibald (Chace Crawford). Other characters in the show include Dan (Penn Badgley) and Jenny Humphrey (Taylor Momsen), who become involved in the lives of the main characters despite being less inclined to merge with the upper-east-side crowd. The series is narrated by a seemingly omniscient character, "Gossip Girl" (voiced by Kristen Bell), who runs a blog about her fellow Upper East Siders — consequently stirring the plot and creating potential rivalries in this exclusive and vicious circle of friends.






I expected Serena being way more gorgeous but Blair is total hottie. She's so pretty. And NATE ARCHIBALD! OH. MY. GOODNESS. He is soooooooooooo good-looking! With those eyes of his. I'm practically melting already. So dang cute. And Dan too. Macho-ism :) Chuck is different. But in a good way. Haha.

Blair Waldorf

Chuck Bass

Serena van der Woodsen

Dan Humphrey

Gossip Guys
(damn hot can! :D *drools*)



Dan & Nate

I've got loads more of pictures of them but kinda lazy to upload them all. In conclusion, Gossip Girl rocks! woohoo. So in love with Nate! WEEEEEEEE =)

17 January 2008

Have you ever felt that even a small action by significant others can affect you deeply?
Things may seem petty and small to them, but it may mean differently to us, it might be something big to us. I'm feeling that way right now. But yea, as humans we do make mistakes. I just feel sad. Unhappy. You think I'm mad to get upset over such small thing. That says a lot itself too. It's okay anyway. It's okay. I should just leave it, and let it be.

16 January 2008

Accompanied Mun Yee to shop for new year clothes yesterday. We were practically boutique-hopping at the Bercham area. She bought about 5 to 6 dresses, while i bought nothing. Yes, nothing. What to do. So broke.

After teman-ing her to shop, I went over to JJ to see Malessa. Walked around, chit-chatted, gossiped, went to pasarmalam and then headed home. I bought nail polish from The Face Shop. The color I bought is deep blue pearl. Lovin it much as I see them on my fingernails right now =)

Took my undang-undang computer test today and i passed, obviously. Haha. Ok i sound cocky. But it was easy. I don't know why some people actually need 45 minutes to finish it. I took 9mins and 45 seconds only *bangga* People were like staring at me though when i came out of the room. Bet they were thinking,"this girl do so fast, sure fail d one." Lmao. But the stoopidest thing was that I had to wait about an hour or more just to sit for the bloody test. Dumb man.

Check this out. Question with funny answer choice provided.



Question 321 - answer : C) TERJUN DARIPADA MOTOSIKAL

Like what the crap is that?? Hahahahaha. If someone really chose that answer the fella must be like, retard or something. But why would they even wanna put such answer there in the first place? Weird people who came up with weird and dumb choices of answers.

Clarence is leaving for Sabah tonight and returning on Friday night. I'll be stuck here dengan boringness. sighhhhhhhhhhhhh =\

15 January 2008

I Need A Job Desperately!

Currently feeling so jealous at everyone who's working right now. At least they have something to do and earn money while working. I feel uber useless right now. Sitting at home, relaxing, watching tv and onlining most of the time, JOBLESS and without cash. Damn.

Chinese New Year is coming soon and I so want to get new clothes! And mother said I need to earn some money and get them myself. So unfair =(

Maybe i should work with Clarence and learn about all those invesment stuff. His pay is alot too!
If you're reading this Clare, I think you should hire me. Teach me on how to earn some big bucks.

Anyway I'll be sitting for the driver's liscense computer test tomorrow and on Thursday I'll be going for a job interview. Hopefully the job wouldn't be too stressful and the pay not too little. If I don't get the job, I guess you really gotta take me as your employee, Clarence. Okay?

Mood still not good. Thinking too much about wanting to work and money money money.
If only I am filthy rich...

14 January 2008

A quote for today :

Believe in yourself and all that you are. Know that something inside you that is greater than ANY obstacle.

Frisbee time!

My left eye is itching like ARGH. so itchy can die.

Frisbee yesterday evening at YMCA was lots of fun. And tiring for a person like me. Fyi, I seldom exercise. Okay okay, I actually don't exercise at all. Terrible I know.
But anyway, I want to start learning and practising on playing frisbee. It's a really fun game! Plus I need to exercise more so this would help with all the running around to catch the frisbee. My throwing and catching ain't good yet, but I'm sure it will be in no time! ahaha :D soon i'll be going into a frisbee craze wei.

FRISBEE! FRISBEE! FRISBEE!

11 January 2008

Stick people.

Came across lots of comic strips while browsing Deviantart.
Some are really funny, and there are some that are real lame.
Check some of these out.








































Okay i think they're more lame than funny. Entertaining though.

Streamyx connection SUCKS! ARGH.
Already existing bad mood + extra bad mood = me in a VERY VERY bad mood. Damn.

There's Hope Beyond The Pain.

I stayed up all night. Thinking of how important I am to you, compared to your game.
I thought so much, trying to convince myself you that your game is nothing. But I guess you proved me wrong. I realized it meant much more to you than I am.

There are many things that I want you to know. A lot.
I wait for the time when you'd really want to talk to me, where I can sincerely tell you about everything that I've been wanting to. And I continue to wait. And wait. And wait.

We have been trying real hard to tolerate each other and to communicate with one another. Somehow, somewhere, things don't seem to turn out right.

Honestly speaking, you and I both know that it has been like hell for the past few months for us. There were so many sad and hurtful times that we both had to go through. I made my mistakes and you made yours. We had uncountable fights and make-ups. Break-up to make-up. That we went through as well.

I want all those to end. I want a new beginning with you. But it wasn't as easy as I thought it would be. Teach me, what should I do? It isn't simple to change my old ways and habits, but believe me, I am trying with all I can.

I love talking to you, so that I can know how you feel about different things. At times I do not talk much, but listening to you is enough. It really is a pleasure to.

I hope that you would want to know what's on my mind, what's in my heart. I know you want to. But at most times, it just doesn't seem so. You take me out on dates, and i enjoy them. But what I enjoy most is when we both just sit and talk our hearts out about anything and everything over a wonderful dinner, or even just a cup of juice(we both aren't into coffee).

I just want someone. Who understands me in and out. How I feel, that person knows. I can talk to my close friends about anything, but it way better when it is with someone that you love and loves you, right?

I just want to be understood by you. It's not easy to be me. I'm not perfect. Mistakes are made along the way. I'm not asking for anything. Not anymore.


10 January 2008

I Want This, But I Need That.

There are so many things that i want in life. But i don't know if the things that i want are the things that i need in life. Wanting and needing brings two different meaning altogether. Something that you want is something that you personally desire, while something that you need is something that's essential for you to have in order for you to continue living and surviving in today's world. So, can you differentiate the things that you want and the things that you need?

SOME OF THE THINGS I WANT :
- unlimited supply of money
- to graduate from a respectable university
- to have a well-paid and secure job
- a mansion of my own in a few different countries
- all the pretty clothes that i can get in the world
- a BMW, preferably a 3 or 5 series
- (too many more to list, it will never end)

SOME OF THE THINGS I NEED :
- God
- my family
- circle of close friends a.k.a my extended family, that are true and always there by my side
- lots of love from the one i love
- enough money to get through each day of my life
- a job that pays off everything that i need to pay off
- to be more intellectual
- air, water and food

The things that we want might not be the things that we actually need in life. I myself do get confused at times between which is more important. It's obvious the more important one is the things we need, you'd say. But sometimes, i tend to think more of the stuff that i want rather than the stuff that i need, because i put my desires before my needs. Because i want to fulfill my desires which aren't as significant.

Ok, i don't know what the crap i just crapped out here. But this is what i thought about all of a sudden. So i just want to share it out.

Remember, the things that you need in life are always more important than the things that you want. Things you need are the ones that will ensure your survival in this world.

09 January 2008

"I am single and so are you."

And so i wonder what that phrase means. To you and to me.
Can someone tell me?

08 January 2008

Get it a little stiff.



currently watching Hairspray. it's a really nice movie! i love the whole setting of the movie and everything else. the dresses, the songs, the 60's era and their big bee-hive hairdo, the dancing and all, so super! so vintage. i like :) they look like real life dolls, especially those with blonde hair.

and they dance really good. not modern dancing or anything, but CHA-CHA!
1, 2, cha-cha-cha. 3, 4, cha-cha-cha.
haha so cute i tell you!



though i can't imagine having to watch television in black and white. it'll be like, so dull. all those pretty colours or their dresses and shoes and etc are actually very bold, attractive and it certainly brightens me up!




i just finished watching the whole movie. and it is SUPERB i tell you! awesome movie with awesome songs and awesome dancing! i love it!! tralalalala
*twist twist twist twist mashed potato mambo* :DDD





i give this movie 2 thumbs up, especially for those who like musicals.
if you haven't watch it, i personally think you should. lots of butt-shaking dance moves too! haha. i am definitely going to enroll myself for dancing classes and ask mommy to make me dresses like the ones on hairspray. WHEEEE =)

04 January 2008

Cloudy

today, is a boring boring day. it's not like any of my days have been interesting recently anyway. but today, it feels exceptionally boring. i've been watching movies and tv shows online to cure the boredom. some of the titles that i've watched are :
-The O.C. (full season 1)
-American Pie Beta House
-Bring it On
-Bring It On Again
-Evan Almighty (on dvd together with Clarence yesterday)

i have all the time in the world for now, and i'm not doing anything interesting. what a waste. i have something important to do though, that is to study the Kurikulum Pendidikan Pemandu and then sit for the computer test as soon as possible. malas larr. was supposed to get my liscense last year, but look what procrastination did to me. HEEE.

i'm also currently looking for a job. want to earn some extra pocket money before i've a to start studies again. applied to work at TGV Kinta City and i got a call just yesterday or day before to go for the interview this saturday. not really feeling the 'umph' to work there, especially that it is in JJ. just dislike it. so i'm hoping to get a better job. guys please help me out by informing me if there are better jobs around yah! especially if the pay is good and working hours are not too burdening.

i better go find something more productive to do now. or maybe more movies to watch.
adios~

03 January 2008

School fees and memories.

i went back to my primary school today, SK Marian Convent Ipoh.
well, not to visit or anything, but i had to accompany daddy to pay Delwyn's school fees. she's my youngest sister btw.

so yeah, as i stepped into the place where i once studied, and play and grew up at before, i feel like i was 9 years old. lol. weirdness. but it was a nice kind of feeling i felt. the school hasn't really change drastically even though it has been 7 years since i left after standard 6 to Main Convent.

i miss those times when i was a young little kiddo, with nothing much to worry about. always enjoyed going to school to see my friends and we'd play together at the playground, either on the swings, or climbing the monkey bars. we were young and so free.

i realise that time passes so damn fast, without stopping to wait for anyone.
i was 12, and in a blink of eye, i will be turning 19 this 2008. and soon, i'm gonna be like, in my thirties?!? oh my. anyway, back to my old primary school. i really cherish the moments i had while i studied there. the friends i made, the fun times rushing to grab food in the school canteen, playing lompat-lompat and pepsi-cola at the galeri kepayang. oh so nice =)

missing those times heaps.
here are some pictures of the school i took today :










and those were the good ol' days.

my first blog post in the year 2008

the new year is here to stay.
hello 2008 !
i have decided to transfer from blogging through Xanga to Blogspot as to a new start of everything this new year.
will try to update as often as possible, unlike before.
laters!